why she don't want to tell me??!!
i didn't mean to slap her
i just want to stop her from crying

i know now she really hates me
maybe its true that i'm deserved to live in hatred, loneliness and sadness
i know i am bad, annoying and so on
but why she cant forgive me?

if she wants me to kill myself i will do
if that will make her feel better
i will disappear from her sight for good
she really hates me
i can feel it

she didn't reply my messages even one~
makes me feel very hurt~
i don't care if i get hurt as long as she happy
i don't mind at all
i don't mind if she wants to insult me everyday as long as she happy
let me suffer because i don't want she gets hurt...